Hei kamu

The way you smile,
The way you laugh,
The way you asked for a hug when you were sick,
Brings me back to a place I used to hate


The longing,
The begging from the inside,
The wondering and wandering,
It scares the shit out of me

Hey kamu,
The one who chases sunsets,
Are you the one worthy to be by my side,
To beat the sun in a race nobody ever won before?

We used to

We used to talk about the future,
Now we only talk about breakfast and dinner,
We used to laugh out loud,
Now we only nod

We used to exchange songs,
With lyrics Oh so sweet,
Now the silence grows long,
And in between the silent tweets.

Mengejar Matahari Terbenam

Cuba sembunyi hati,
Cuba sorok perasaan,
Cuba hilangkan diri,
Cuba tenangkan fikiran

Cuba untuk melupakan,
Cuba untuk melukakan,
Cuba untuk melepaskan,
Cuba untuk meluahkan

Cuba lenyapkan laman media,
Cuba hapuskan senyuman manja,
Cuba leburkan memori sentuhan,
Cuba pupuskan segala kenangan

Cuba mengejar matahari terbenam,
Cuba menggapai bintang di langit,
Cuba menangkap titisan hujan,
Cuba memiliki hati seseorang.

Tapi sepertinya gagal.

Time

I need time to heal. 

Habus Masuk Mata

I’m okay. 

Just not up to your standard. 

I’m okay je. 

You need to move on and find someone at par. 

:)

It will rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

- It will rain, Bruno Mars

How Much Enoughs Are Actually Enough?

On and on,
Bit by bit,
Pieces by pieces,
You tore my heart away.
What was once broken,
Mended by tears and unforgiving madness,
Barely whole and shattered again.
Again and again,
This poor heart of mine,
Carrying more than it could bear,
Helplessly drowning in despair,
Chained to the bottom of a vast sea,
Stupidly waiting to be rescued by a storm,
That would bring out the evil from the deep,
Out to the surface and by god you will weep