Break the cycle

I don't know if your read my blog,
If you do please read it well,
All the things that I can't say,
All the things that I want you to know,
They're here,
Written in sad verses,
Waiting to be understood.

Love is about giving everything,
Only about giving,
That much I know is true,
When two people in love provide for one another,
That is a relationship.
If you find yourself holding back,
You are not in love.
If you don't get anything in return,
You are not in a relationship

I am tired of all these love, relationship thingy,
What I want is security,
Someone to promise me eternal happiness,
A break to the cycle of heartbreaks and temporary fulfillment ,
Will I ever get what I want,

Sigh