Jujur

Jujur aku bukan manusia mulia,
Aku selalu berharap kau mendapat celaka,
Agar diriku menjadi tempat kau mengadu duka,
Bahuku menjadi medan kau menadah airmata.

Jujur aku manusia hipokrit,
Ku ingin kau lemah supaya ku jadi penguatmu,
Ku mahu menjadi sandaran harapanmu,
Tanpaku kau gugur tanpa tuju

Jujur aku tamak haloba,
Obses dengan dirimu tanpa batasan,
Ku genggam tangan hingga ke nisan,
Engkau milikku, tiada alasan

Jujur, aku mencintaimu

Break the cycle

I don't know if your read my blog,
If you do please read it well,
All the things that I can't say,
All the things that I want you to know,
They're here,
Written in sad verses,
Waiting to be understood.

Love is about giving everything,
Only about giving,
That much I know is true,
When two people in love provide for one another,
That is a relationship.
If you find yourself holding back,
You are not in love.
If you don't get anything in return,
You are not in a relationship

I am tired of all these love, relationship thingy,
What I want is security,
Someone to promise me eternal happiness,
A break to the cycle of heartbreaks and temporary fulfillment ,
Will I ever get what I want,

Sigh

Percayalah

Tak lafaz cinta, tak bermaksud tak sayang

jangan pernah berubah

Kenangan

Memory all alone in the moonlight,
I can smile at the old days,
Life was beautiful then,
I remember the time I knew what happiness was,
Let the memories live again...

-Cats

some memories are too precious to be forgotten.

Menahan

"If you love something set it free. If it comes back to  you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was." 

Taking a step backward, holding back all progress for the sake of progress.

Harapan

When you put all your hopes for happiness on someone's shoulder, and the moment you realize if the person shrugs your precious hopes would fall to the ground and break. 

awesomely sweet, but terribly stupid thing to do

Oh kamu!

Tahukah kamu senyummu menggugat,
Setiap pori menyimbah keringat,
Rasa gugup debaran teramat,
Biacaramu sungguh memikat

Dalam senyummu terlindung duka,
Inginku kongsi segala seksa,
Berpimpin tangan menongkah semesta,
Persetankan jarak dan juga masa

Tiada wajah seindah milikmu,
Lirik matamu racun bermadu,
Buatku ketagih juga cemburu,
Siapa teruna dalam hatimu?

Lama sudah ku putus ilham,
Dirimu datang bagaikan nilam,
Terasa cerah seluruh alam,
Terlupa segala sejarah silam

Wahai puspaku sayang,
Jangan biarkan jiwaku melayang,
Temani mimpiku malam dan siang,
Engkaulah bulan akulah bintang

Beriku sedikit lagi waktu,
Untuk meluah rasa kalbu,
Izinku menulis sebait lagu,
Lagu cinta buat oh kamu!