You seemed happy with your friends

But never too happy with me. 

That sucks. 

Cuddle Weather

When it rains,

And the temp just right, 

Feels like a good time to be happy,

But somehow your favourite weather isn’t enough, 

When nothing you do seems to be enough,

And everything you say is met with a frown, 

I feel like a jobless clown, 

Trying to impress an imaginary crowd

All I want is 

a sincere smile, 

a secret hug, 

a longing gaze,

a sincere heart,

a deserving heart. 

It hurts

It hurts not being the reason for your lover’s smile. 

It hurts to constantly fail at making your loved one laugh.

It hurts to want to feel hurt because it feels wrong,

It hurts feeling like a failure everyday.