Oh kamu!

Tahukah kamu senyummu menggugat,
Setiap pori menyimbah keringat,
Rasa gugup debaran teramat,
Biacaramu sungguh memikat

Dalam senyummu terlindung duka,
Inginku kongsi segala seksa,
Berpimpin tangan menongkah semesta,
Persetankan jarak dan juga masa

Tiada wajah seindah milikmu,
Lirik matamu racun bermadu,
Buatku ketagih juga cemburu,
Siapa teruna dalam hatimu?

Lama sudah ku putus ilham,
Dirimu datang bagaikan nilam,
Terasa cerah seluruh alam,
Terlupa segala sejarah silam

Wahai puspaku sayang,
Jangan biarkan jiwaku melayang,
Temani mimpiku malam dan siang,
Engkaulah bulan akulah bintang

Beriku sedikit lagi waktu,
Untuk meluah rasa kalbu,
Izinku menulis sebait lagu,
Lagu cinta buat oh kamu!

Life At Half The Speed

When you're not with me,
Time is purgatory,
I watch the seconds go by,
Like little ducks trying to fly,

They don't go anywhere.

Breathing is twice as loud,
My senses numb as a cloud,
The soul is adrift randomly,
Failing to grasp reality,

My heart is with you.

Missing you means an eternal night,
Couldn't find the morning light,
Trying to stand, trying to fight,
The emptiness twice as might,

I need you

Pretender

I believe I am such a good liar that whatever I say seems to be so convincing, even though the things that I say are so far away from the truth. I keep too many things inside, that sometimes I feel like I'm living another world. A world full of deceit and dishonesty.

I pretend like I don't care, but the truth is I care more than anyone else in the world. I tell people I'm fine, but my closest friends know I'm not. Therefore I am very grateful to have some of the most understanding friends in the world.

As you all may know, secrets aren't easy to be kept. They have a will of their own. A will to be made known to whoever the secrets are being kept from. They scrape your insides, forever wanting to get out. The thing is, nobody knows what would happen if they do get out. They are called secrets for some reasons, no?

I don't know how long can I hold these scrapings and scratchings. I really don't.