I wanted to get you flowers today

I wanted to get you flowers today,

As you took a big step heading a new way, 

But I didn’t.

Because I am afraid you would hate them,

Or maybe because I just shouldn’t, 

So instead I kept my boundaries,

Saying the moon is pretty tonight,

Because in poems its a clear confession,

But you wouldn’t know that,

The little small braveries,

Small courage I pulled in your plain sight,

So instead I write my feelings down,

Hoping that one day you’d find them,

And knowing you were my love’s anthem

Good morning!

Wake up feeling fresh,

Clean up the house, 

Throwing out the trash,

Watching the clouds swim by,

Rays of sunshine peeking through,

Draw the curtains, 

Oh the sky so blue,

Saying to myself “What a view!”

A cup of iced coffee,

Two slices of toast,

And then a warm bath,

Smell of fresh rose,

Warm towels to dry my skin,

Put on some clean clothes,

Lovely weather,

The world glows

Dreams and Desires

Let me in,

Don’t let me go, 

Tell me I’m the one, 

Say that love will grow 

Coordinating Feelings

The way you smiled with your eyes,

You pursed your lips to hold your thoughts,

Cupped your mouth with your hand when you laugh,

You touched my arm to get my attention,

Which was already fully yours

You told me to not give you more power over me,

But how could I, a mortal man, resist giving his all,

To those brown eyes, that beautiful smile, 

The gentle touch of your soft soft skin,

And the sweet kisses you planted on my chest 

I wish I could tell you that I love you,

But I know by doing so I would lose you,

You are afraid of disappointing me,

Why does it matter when everyone else has?

At the very least you made me happy

I don’t want us to end,

We coordinate our lives together better than anyone can,

But if it does happen, I’d welcome it with open arms,

I don’t mind being the man that could’ve been,

And you my love that should’ve been.