Goodbye

1st March 2025

Ending the sad chapters. 

Goodbye

Hi again.

HI, call me. 

So many things happened since we last talked,

And with every event I had wished you were with me,

There is no one else in the world,

That I would want to share my stories with,

I miss your witty remarks,

Your quick thinking,

The banters that we had over trivial things,

Things that I still hold on to,

Though perhaps you’ve changed,

In my mind I stupidly imagine you unchanged,

Still my favourite voice to hear,

The most beautiful laughter, 

My person, my equal, 

My favourite hello,

My most difficult goodbye,

I still pray that one day you’d come back for me,

And save me from this darkness,

This hollow endless nothingness,

I miss you. So. Much. 

Biarlah

Andainya Takdir

Biarlah tiada pesan dan janji,

Biar tiada kau di sisi, 

Aku mengerti

Seterdaya semampuku kucoba menunggu,
Biarlah lompang hatiku ini,

Mengharap pulang kau yang pergi

Kembalilah kepada ku,

Tika punah mimpi mimpimu,
Kembalilah di saat perlu, 

Episod episod duka biar berlalu 

Biarlah waktu ini kau bebas berlari,

Jika tersasar hilang arahmu,
Pulang ke pangkal ku menunggu

Biar sementara ini tiada terisi kekosongan hati,

Diri ku air tenang mengalir tuju muara,

Andainya memang takdir berakhir ku redha

HI

Hi,

It has been a while. 

Nothing has changed. 

Still the same person.

With same feelings.

The same hope. 

Stagnant. 

Time stopped. 

Happy By Proxy

In the sincerest manner possible,

I pray for your happiness,

I hope that you have everything I don’t,

Be happy for me by proxy