Do you?

As we sit on the ground,
Wind caressing our faces,
The smell of rain in the air,
Damp soft grass pillow our seats,
Do you feel how I feel?

Pretty lights around the park,
Happy people laugh out loud,
A pretty plane flew above us,

Twinkling red and blue lights,
Do you see what I see?

My heart beating fast,
Breathing becomes uneven,
Blood vessels pulsating in my ears,
I hide these with a deep sigh,
Do you hear what I hear?

I see visions of us coming here again,
Hand in hand side by side,
Talking about the last visit,
Tickled by memories of the past,
Do you want what I want?

Fountain Of A Thousand Wishes

Where do I find,
The fountain of a thousand wishes,
If a penny grants a desire,
I could spend a fortune,
And a penny more than I could ever afford,
To stop the time,
Spend an eternity by your side,
Just looking at you

Unmet desires.

I don't know why,
at times i feel so empty,
like a dying battery,
the metallic taste of both poles,
doesn't reflect the life it holds,
the end has come,
to its end it shall succumb.

I don't know why,
This whole life business is tiring,
too much regrets and too much worrying,
we start our day with so many visions,
but the day ends with so many questions,
we are heroes in our dreams,
and wake up to be slaves of our dreams.

I don't know why,
We have desires,
Craving that never tires,
Need to get rid of these longings,
of love, of care, of things,
Necessities make us weak,
Needs make us bleak,

and desires make us fools.

Ko buat tak betul, Aku buat takpe

Pernah tak korang jumpa orang jenis macam ni? Jenis yang kalau die buat sesuatu benda salah tu, its ok. But kalau org lain buat, TAKBOLEH!

Macam masa kecik-kecik, orang tua-tua cakap "jangan makan leher ayam, nanti masa kahwin ko dapat torticolis (yakni teleng)." but at the end of the meal, die yang nyotnyot semua leher ayam. Bila kita tanya, ade je alasan die contohnya

"aku dah kawin siap bersanding lama dah"
"oh, budak2 je yang takleh makan leher ayam"
"ko lain, aku lain"

Apa korang buat dengan situasi macam nih? Susah nak argue dengan orang yang bias dan tidak mempunyai rasional yang tetap. Adalah, seorang hamba Allah nih... Bila die nampak kesalahan aku buat, die punya tegur sumpah pedas-pedas macam kuah ayam penyet. Berpeluh telinga kau dengar. Silap-silap bernanah, cholesteatoma semua dapat. Ok over.

but kalau die buat benda yang sama, ehhh, ok jahhh. Aada jek alasan die bagi. Alasan yang kadang-kadang merepek dan tak diterima akal pun ade.

Contoh lah, kalau orang kentut in public, wow kemain carut kutuk lagi. But kalau die yang kentut in public, kemain lagi alasannya... Makanan pedas sangat lah, kurang minum air lah, rasa tak sihat jadik tak boleh kawal injap punggung lah. Memang kau tak dapat nak lawan la bro. Tiaw camner lah, memang bukan salah die kalau die kentut in public. Everything else in the world is to be blamed but not him.

Again, ape aku nak buat kalau jumpa lagi dengan orang macam ni?