There Will Come A Day

There will come a day,
When you would realize I had been right all along,
You would want to settle down and steer the right way,
Perhaps you would even find a guy like me,
Who is honest enough to tell what is yeay and nay,
For your happiness I shall always pray

There will come a day,
When you'd feel so lonely and cramped,
Everyone you call friend wouldn't give a damn,
You'd be lost as I was and happiness would decay,
Life without trust and honesty is hell,
You face smiles but really, you're an empty shell

There will come a day,
When you'd feel sorry for what you've done,
Sorry for putting pride and selfishness in front,
Viva la vida lonely ranger,
Do know that this parting is forever,
Grieves and tears won't bring back the years

There will come a day,
When I'd regret knowing you,
All the love spilled, and all the time we wasted,
What I'd regret most is the fact that you will change course,
You'll be a better person through and true,
But when that day comes, I'm no longer yours.

I've been nineteen once. Been there, done that.

Secret Lover

The term "secret lovers" is a bullshitt thing.

Have some pride in your partner.

Waja silver WLE 4090 hilang

Ada orang curi kereta aku di McDonalds Drive thru SS15 Subang Jaya
Proton Waja (metallic silver)
WLE 4090

If you spot this car anywhere, do call 999 and extend to SS17 Subang Jaya Police Station.

Ku haus di tengah laut,
Lemas mencari tempat berpaut,
Kirimkan aku kekuatan,
Tetap pedoman di kesesatan

Ku sunyi dalam gembira,
Perit pedih tanggung derita,
Sungguh aku bukan wali,
Yang suci dari hina dan benci

Isi Te_p_t Kos_ng

Hidup ini satu ujian,
Soalannya mudah nian,
Sepotong kata pilihan beribu,
Yang betul cuma satu

Bagi setiap persoalan diri,
Tempat kosong perlu diisi,
Setiap jawapan cerminan kehidupan,
Apa ke kiri atau ke kanan

Bila fikiran mula buntu,
Tidak diteliti isian itu,
Mula terngiang di cuping telinga,
Usah difikir hentamkan saja

Bagi setiap soalan yang salah,
Akan mula berangkai masalah,
Makin lama makin susah,
Padah mengambil jalan mudah

Ada ketika jawapannya jelas,
Tetapi ego dan pendirian di atas,
Sengaja diambil jalan berliku,
Tidak mungkin akhir ketemu

Isi tempat kosong itu,
Satu yang betul dari beribu,
Terus ku selak kamus alam,
Hanya yang satu ku idam-idam

Terma & Syarat

Penentu polisi dunia adalah kau,
Hakim segala bicara adalah kau,
Penentu rasa bahagia juga adalah kau,
Pada kau, segalanya berkisarkan kau

Segala undang-undang engkau cipta,
Demi ketenteraman kau seorang sahaja,
Tiada erti empati juga simpati,
Yang kau pentingkan ego sendiri

Yang bercanggah pendapat kau label musuh,
Ide yang berbeza dipandang keruh,
Berkerut dahi bertutup telinga,
Yang bukan darimu tiada nilainya

Bukan sekutu yang kucari,
Bukan musuh yang aku wakili,
Tetapi terma yang kau tulis kejam,
Dan syarat yang kau beri berbau dendam

my pillars.

Have you ever met people who weren't biologically related to you, but they seemed to think and act like they were your long lost siblings or twins. Well I have. I have been blessed with people whom embrace me through my ups and downs, guide me when I'm lost, support me when I'm weak, and they are always there. We do have our differences in preferences and ideologies, but nothing stands in our friendship's way. It has been more than 6 years since I first met these crazy yet adorable people, and we go stronger by the day. May Allah keep us this way till the day when we close our eyes forever.

****

Have you ever heard a saying which sounds like this - "when someone leaves, somebody better will take up the mantel". Thank you for accepting me, flaws and all. And for always being there. You know who you are.

****

Have you ever gone through a night without any sleep because you are waiting for a phone call? Well I have. Didn't get any sleep last night coz mama was admitted to hospital due to some problems with her urinary system. I kept praying and praying that everything would be fine, then I decided that I couldn't stay at the Shah Alam home and rushed myself to her bed at the emergency ward at 4am. Seeing her so weak and vulnerable made me recap all her sacrifices and how strong she looked when she was healthy. Mama, please be well soon. =(

BERSIH vs. 25JAN

As a student studying in Egypt, I guess I do know the Arab Revolution early this year a bit more compared to those people in Malaysia who were spoonfed by the international media. I have been wanting to draw this comparison between Gabungan Pilihanraya Bersih dan Adil (BERSIH2.0) and the Egyptian Revolution (25JAN) for as long as I can remember. The thing that inhibited my fingers from typing this post out before this was the fact that I doubted BERSIH2.0's intention.

As we all know, BERSIH2.0 is greatly supported by the opposing parties, Pakatan Rakyat (PR). I had this small tiny winy thought that BERSIH2.0 might be one of their methods to gain the public support to overthrow the BN government like the Egyptians throw their own Mubarak government, and the citizens are merely pawns who'd get beaten up by the police, caught by ISA, attacked with tear gas in the open demonstration in the streets of Kuala Lumpur.

Like a cloudy day, shadows don't hang around long. My doubts were gone early today when I found out that they are going to divert the rally to Stadium Negara. This is good news. Because the idea of doing the assembly in a stadium came from the government, and BERSIH2.0 took it with an open heart. Democracy prevails. A very good news.

So what is the difference between BERSIH2.0 and 25JAN?

25JAN was held to overthrow the government. Specifically the president, Hosny Mubarak. Mubarak was in power for more than 28 years, corruptions everywhere, failed to improve his people's lives and in fact oppressed them openly. 25JAN's sole demand was for Mubarak to step down.

BERSIH2.0, on the other hand, does not demand anything from the government, we still believe greatly in democracy, and the people's faith in the BN government is not totally lost. At least BERSIH2.0 has the courtesy to not directly defame the government with its demands. The only party that should be greatly feel ashamed by BERSIH2.0 is SPR. Everyone should be aware that SPR is NOT under the government's wing. It is, or in this case, it should be free of any influence. The SPR should be transparent, not only for the current government, but for all the governments that come, as long as democracy is practiced in Malaysia. BN supporters are more than welcome to join BERSIH2.0!

To some who greatly annoy me by saying "we are still students, why bother with politics?" or simply "I malas campur", let me say that you all are being extremely ignorant and selfish. Whatever food that comes to your table depends on politics. Whatever education your children get, depends on politics. If you don't give a damn about politics, it means you are simply enjoying the benefits that others worked hard for.

Sadly, the students in Malaysia aren't allowed to involve in any kinds of politics. This, is bull's arse. Remember the older people used to say that the youngsters are the leaders of the future? Just when is the future exactly? Instead of keep saying it, why not hand it over already? I am doing medicine, will end my life as a student at the age of 25. I shall work as a doctor for 3 years, then later perhaps continue my studies for another 5 years or so, then do my sub-specialist course and finally stop studying by the age of plus minus 35. All these years, since i was aged 7 to 35, I am not legally permitted to be involved in politics, constantly under fear that my scholarship is to be retracted from me, fear of ISA etc2.

Funny enough to know that my scholarship is said to be given by the government, when it is really tax payers' hard-earned money. I hate it when people assume the government is a permanent thing. It is not. That is what democracy is all about.

Tell me, if the youngsters are really the leaders of the future, then why the hell the youngest member of the cabinet today is 45?

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P/S : BERSIH2.0 is not a political movement. it is merely asking for a fair competition in the elections (don't you think its funny it is actually being asked for when it is really basic human right?). I may not be involved in politics, but I can surely give my opinions on the matter, and since I'm 22, i have the right to vote =)